dont fucking text me, do not fucking text me. i cant keep defending you to myself, i cant keep making excuses for your hurtful words, reckless actions, stupid decisions, i cant keep defending you to the people around me who have seen firsthand what you did to me and tortured i am for years now. we have been off longer than when we date, i stayed. dont ever fucking forget how i stayed and how badly i want you to fix this situation so we can be together forever. i have said a million times and i have cried a million times and waited a million days for you to do something. you did not do anything. youd rather lose me right. so dont ever fucking text me.
i have suffered. you have not. and from there i guess we can both clearly knows who loves who more. i remembered one time you said im blinded by love, i remember exactly when and where you said it. i guess i really was blind.
dont text me, dont test the waters, dont come back just to stay the same, dont come back and make yourself comfortable, dont come back and expect to find me there. let the rope wear thin and loose, im yours to lose
