When you love someone , you gotta set them free ..
and i held on. i held on to the hopes of a change. i held on to the potential. i held on to the what ifs and maybes. i held on to the possible text. i held on to the possible midnight calls incase im needed. i held on to i held on to the prayers. i held on to my heart. i held on to the very last second.
but i let go of myself. i let go of my sanity. i let go of my spirit. i let go of my productivity. i let go of my wants and needs as a result of becoming numb. i let go of my principles. i let go of my strong will. i let go of my pride, my self regard, my respect, my dignity.
.. So what are you gonna say at my funeral, now that you’ve killed me? Here lies the body of the love of my life, whose heart I broke without a gun to my head. Here lies the girl who broke her principles and gave me everything she couldnt afford. Rest in peace, my true love, who I took for granted. Her god listening. Her heaven will be a love without betrayal.