I lied about what i wanted.
I want you to be the man of my dreams, the man that you are in my head, the man that is on his deen, the man who fear god, the man working towards his goals, a straight and clever and focused and disciplined, but also a compassionate one, a full of empathy one, a man understanding of my feelings, hold me in his highest regard, respected me more than anything, someone who knows whats right and wrong, someone who has the same idea of fun as me, someone kind enough to consider my feelings, someone who will never put me through what i went through, someone who is there to ease my life, to love me the most, to cherish me forever, to claim me his.
I want a nice house, 4–5 bedroom, could be a pool could be a garden, i want 2 cats, a nice kitchen and a big dining table for us to gather with the kids every single night to talk about our day. I want a lounging chair outside with a shade so we can sit outside on sundays, i want enough windows for the sun to get through but also curtains and yellow lights cause i love romantic lighting. I want date night every single week, i want us to take the kids out atleast once every 2 weeks, i want to wear the cutest stuff inside the house, i want to have matching stuff, i want to still drive around at nights where i want to. But what i want the most, is just to purely love till grey and old, no fuss, just us, for better for worse for life forever.
