When you love someone , you gotta set them free .. and i held on. i held on to the hopes of a change. i held on to the potential. i held on to the what ifs and maybes. i held on to the possible text. i held on to…

its almost midnight and i have never felt so thin, i didnt eat today. I couldnt, really, i was gagging myself trying to actually puke. I was sitting down with a blank stare, i was rocking myself like when mothers rocked their baby, my heart is empty and all i…

i think the only reason why i always feel like middle school was the best years of my life is because i was a preteen transitioning to my teen years, it all felt so light and right. i absolutely HATED middle school the first few months, im not one to…

Look im writing again.. but honestly, this time feels a lot more different than the previous writings. I could say that this is forced, this is an attempt for me to clear out everything before the new year began, and im trying to live that new year new me motto…

God, i know im in no place to talk to you, i am ashamed and i am embarrassed to even perform my prayers. …

Standing in the middle, with thoughts clouding on a 4 am mind.. i turn to r3hab for comfort. Fast cars and blinding lights are always a favorite, with buildings just shielding left and right looking down telling me its all gonna be ok. The moon look clearer, it rains for…

La Vida Loca

i am an open book, i am a closed book. You couldnt crack me, you wont, maybe if we’re alike you can crack me in a little, but just like how a light cracks in a window, when my vessel is slowly cracking open, or maybe its a looking glass, itll probably reflect back. I dont think you can, maybe you will try, and those i trust may come close, but then again, it will probably reflect back.

I will always square down bits by bits of my life with songs, and tonight, i thought i’d write about those that really defined some moments in my life. Im not a melancholy, i am though, a nostalgic. These are some climacteric songs in my life, how it defined me…