May 11Birthday LetterHappy 23 H! welcome to the year where im sure you are going to be excellent, i hope you will achieve all the things you want to achieve this year, whether it’d be a personal goal or academic goal.. i hope you will have your focus straight, i hope you…3 min read3 min read
May 11LemonadeWhen you love someone , you gotta set them free .. and i held on. i held on to the hopes of a change. i held on to the potential. i held on to the what ifs and maybes. i held on to the possible text. i held on to…1 min read1 min read
May 10Nature Instinctits almost midnight and i have never felt so thin, i didnt eat today. I couldnt, really, i was gagging myself trying to actually puke. I was sitting down with a blank stare, i was rocking myself like when mothers rocked their baby, my heart is empty and all i…2 min read2 min read
May 8Ode to my Golden Yearsi think the only reason why i always feel like middle school was the best years of my life is because i was a preteen transitioning to my teen years, it all felt so light and right. i absolutely HATED middle school the first few months, im not one to…4 min read4 min read
Dec 29, 2022Silver liningLook im writing again.. but honestly, this time feels a lot more different than the previous writings. I could say that this is forced, this is an attempt for me to clear out everything before the new year began, and im trying to live that new year new me motto…3 min read3 min read
Jul 31, 2021A Letter to God, Some Feelings & My Repentance.God, i know im in no place to talk to you, i am ashamed and i am embarrassed to even perform my prayers. God, i thought i could always write, i have never been through something like this, this is so heavy, forgive me for what i have done, i…3 min read3 min read
May 21, 2021Its A Little Harder to BreatheStanding in the middle, with thoughts clouding on a 4 am mind.. i turn to r3hab for comfort. Fast cars and blinding lights are always a favorite, with buildings just shielding left and right looking down telling me its all gonna be ok. The moon look clearer, it rains for…1 min read1 min read
Apr 10, 2021The light can get in, the light can get outi am an open book, i am a closed book. You couldnt crack me, you wont, maybe if we’re alike you can crack me in a little, but just like how a light cracks in a window, when my vessel is slowly cracking open, or maybe its a looking glass…1 min read1 min read
Mar 28, 2021Squared in SongsI will always square down bits by bits of my life with songs, and tonight, i thought i’d write about those that really defined some moments in my life. Im not a melancholy, i am though, a nostalgic. These are some climacteric songs in my life, how it defined me…4 min read4 min read